kh_drabble | Challenge Post

Challenge: [137] Identity
Title: Nobody's Envy
Word Count: 243
Rating: PG
Warnings: Post!CoM; contains CoM and some KH2 spoilers; very much SoraNami
Summary: I know it can never be...

I guess I'm... envious. Can I even be envious?

Her purple eyes glimmered. She gazed up into the boy's own. Yet, he couldn't see those eyes, staring up at him hopefully.

He would never be able to look at her the same way, if he ever managed to see her again at all. He stepped into that pod, ready to remember. She wouldn't be allowed to let him remember her. That would be going against a pinky promise, remember?

The blonde bit her lip. She fumbled with her hands only slightly. She wished she could've been that girl. The girl he cared about most. Kairi could be herself instead, if she tried hard enough; but, only to the brown haired boy, of course. She wanted to be Kairi, not Naminé. Not some other. Someone who wasn't allowed to exist. Why did she want to start that all over again?

Yet, she just looked at him. He was becoming fainter now. The glass was beginning to hide his face. That perfect face. With that perfect smile.

She would have to disappear eventually. But, if that meant rejoining her other, would she be Kairi, too?

Hastily, the blonde pushed her foot against the ground. She took off towards that gigantic pod where Sora now slept. She stood up high, on her toes as far as she could possibly stand.

Those purple orbs disappeared, and she pushed forwards. It wouldn't reach him, but...

One kiss good-bye couldn't hurt, right?

"Good-bye, Sora."

Maybe I can be her...